Indescribable;;

Saturday, October 29, 2005:

aiyo. my blog's dead. no one's tagging either. HAIII. oh well. i guess its cos its o's. BLEAH. makes me feel so unloved. but what to do. its o's. sigh.

november is coming. and then december, and then jan and then its adios. frankly. up till now. i still dont know whether its good to go or not. lets list the pros and cons.

PROS
- i can take TAF which is obviously an easier form of a's
-its aust! X) and it'll be a whole new experience and everything. new school, new life.
-i'll get more friends (hopefully)
-the sales are crazy there

CONS
-no friends, all are back home.. :'(
-no playing
-no blogging ):
-no using of any of my normal email accts

sigh. obiviously. i'm getting no where.

bleah. and i'm drowning. i better not think too much. exams exams exams first. then play play play. and gosh. it seems like everyone's doing so much more than i am. bleah. there's just so much that i cant let go off, there's just so much that i need to hang on to, there's just so much that i cant leave behind or forget. god, where do i go from here?

i wish i could just run, run away
and never come back

god you are faithful till the end
when i fall you're there to pick me up
when i stumble
you're there for me to hold on to
never leave me alone
cos i need you
more than anything

god you are going to make everything alright right?

hold me in your arms
never let me go
i want to spend eternity with you

a shout of praise.
9:05 PM